Dise-Otso (18th Bday!)

Finally i'm 18 years old na but i can't still believe it maybe because sometimes i 'm still acting like a Child.
Eighteen years of very colourful life? hmmm (sigh) as far as my life is concerned it's just the beginning to spread my flings and find the real ME
For the last eighteen years of my life there were lots of things had happened to me which i can say helped me to changed the way i am but i can't say i'm totally change
co'z i know i'm not perfect but i'm trying my very best and i know i can do it!
There are 17 people who i want to say thank you who have been part of my life (why 17 only?) co'z God is always my number 1...IDOL..
There are lot of things i want to do now i'm 18 already as i didn't enjoy my teenage life but i still know my limitation so i won't take it for granted.Therefore,i will never do anything that will ruin my life!........all i want to do is to explore new things and to learn new things from other people which i know will help me. I want to become more mature emotionally and physically ,to have more self-confident and to boost more self-steem as i'm a shy-type person.
And lastly i want to gain new friends and to be loved.....